Tuesday, June 03, 2008

One Burnt Bridge

I hate that I can be such an emotionally immature person. I said some things today to someone who I care about that were unkind and damaging, and I am so, so sorry. I don't know if she will even bother to come here to read anymore, but I wanted it to be out there for her, and everyone, to see.

I had some issues, I expressed them without tact and I hurt feelings, and I wish I could take back the last 3 days and start over. I should have been adult enough to talk about my problems with being accusatory or insulting. I wish I could have just kept my mouth shut and not felt that I had to let my feelings fly.

I don't know if we can ever return our relationship to the way it was. I doubt it. I am so angry and disappointed in myself.


I'm so sorry.

2 comments:

Jaimers said...

I hope that you've been able to patch things up with your friend. We all burn bridges, sometimes...I did with you once, but people move on and they grow. I know ours was only in highschool, but it seemed like the world to me at the time. Things will heal and you'll be friends again.

Amber said...

I do hope that things have been mended between you and your friend! To lose a friend like you, over something we are all guilty of, would be such a SAD SAD thing.
We are all human beings and sometimes we speak without thinking. But realizing that what we said and admitting it with an apology makes it an even sweeter situation. b/c it shows that you truly care for the friend to even feel remorse for your actions.
Did that make sense?