I hate that I can be such an emotionally immature person. I said some things today to someone who I care about that were unkind and damaging, and I am so, so sorry. I don't know if she will even bother to come here to read anymore, but I wanted it to be out there for her, and everyone, to see.
I had some issues, I expressed them without tact and I hurt feelings, and I wish I could take back the last 3 days and start over. I should have been adult enough to talk about my problems with being accusatory or insulting. I wish I could have just kept my mouth shut and not felt that I had to let my feelings fly.
I don't know if we can ever return our relationship to the way it was. I doubt it. I am so angry and disappointed in myself.
I'm so sorry.